It actually only took me like 5 minutes to convince her to let me suck her nipples and play with those huge breasts the first time, and she could have totally said no; but she didn't. As I said, I wasn't even aware of how sex worked back then; but my first sexual experience was playing with my moms titties. It wasn't like a regular thing we did, either; but she did let me play with her boobs a few times, all while I was ten.
Eight years later I had sex with Valerie. That was the first time I put my penis in a woman. She wasn't really even worth the time. I won't write about that; because that sucked; but my mom's breasts were hot. I really miss my mom's tits when she was 45 and she let me motorboat her and suck her nipples and play with those huge breasts, and I'm not quite sure why she let me do that; because I was breastfed as a baby; but it's one thing to breastfeed your baby, and it's quite another to let your ten year old play with your boobs when you're not even milking. But we did do that. I'm not quite sure why I asked her, and then insisted, and as I said, I think she mostly agreed because after she divorced my dad she never dated again, and she wanted some sex, and me asking to play with her boobs was an easy way to get sexual stimuli.
I also can't believe I'm actually writing that my first sexual experience was with my mom, except it totally was, and I'd be a hypocrite to say otherwise.
Here's a little photo montage of my mom around the time she let me suck on her boobs. You can tell just from the pictures that she was hot; but what you can't see in the pics is just how big her boobs were, also, she was a competitive swimmmer in high school, so her body was pretty hot overall. Don't ask me why the pictures are all in black and white. I know that by the time they were taken there was definitely color photography, so I think it was like an artistic decision by either my mom or the photographer. I think it was probably my mom's decision, because those are definitely different photo shoots, and they are all in black and white.
That's human sexuality for you. Sometimes a 45 year old woman will have what might be considered an improper sexual relationship with her 10 year old son, and I'm not saying that my mom was a child molester or anything like that. I was the one that asked her to let me play with her boobs. And as I mentioned before, I'm not quite sure why; but I did ask her, and once she refused, I kept asking until she took off her blouse, and she let me go at those beautiful, beatiful tits. I mean seriously, my mom had huge tits, and even at 45 she had a hot body. I hope I look as hot as she did back then in 9 years. In fact I hope I look that hot forever, because my mom was very hot at 45, and if I even knew how to give a woman oral sex when I was ten, I totally would have done her the favor.
In fact, I'm only sorry I didn't eat her out back then, because the reason that woman didn't date anyone after she divorced my dad was in large part because of me. But back then I really just didn't understand how penises or vaginas worked.
The extent of my sexual knowledge was that I wanted to play with my mom's boobs, and she let me.
In fact, if my mom were still alive, I would eat her out, and I would probably fuck her too.
That woman deserved way more sexual satisfaction than she ever got in life, and she did that because of me.
I actually have this recurring dream where I fuck my mom. Don't ask me why. I just have that dream.
Dreams are not predictors of the future, unlike some people will tell you. Dreams are just like something that is swimming around your head, and you ignore it when you're awake; but once you go to sleep, it creeps up, and so I have fucked my mom in my dreams, several times. I don't choose to have that dream. In fact, I hate having any dreams at all; but every once in a while, I dream that I'm fucking my mom, and I've had that recurring dream many times.
I fucking hate dreams, because it usually means my potassium level has gone to shit; but if I could fuck my mom when she was 45, I would totally do that. I would give that woman the best sex of her life, because she deserved it. Everyone deserves to have some badass sex. The problem is that I really didn't know anything about sex back then. I just wanted to play with her huge titties. Don't ask me why I wanted to do that, or why she let me; but it did happen. And it was fucking awesome.
I loved my mom's huge titties. Period.
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