The Word Cuca

Ok, that word has a double meaning.  It can mean a Cockroach,  or a girls pussy.  I first learned that word because there are a lot of cockroaches here in El Salvador (it's the goddamn tropics, so sometimes, we even have roaches that fly, and those roaches are huge.  You think stomping on a roach is hard?  Try killing one that flies); but my mom also referred to her vagina as her cuca.
This is in referrence to this vid:
My cuca is out
I never saw it; but that's how my mom always referred to her vagina.  Funny to know that's how they refer to vaginas in Italy.
I also saw her topless multiple times, and I sucked her breasts when I was way too old to do it.  I'm not sure why my mom let me suck on her breasts when I was ten years old, except that she wasn't dating anyone, and she probably wanted some sexual stimulation.
And I did love sucking her boobies, because my mom had pretty huge breasts.
She was the adult, and I was the kid, so she was the one that should have set boundaries.  I was only ten, so I really had no comprehension of sexuality; but I did enjoy playing with my moms boobs.
I did have something of an Oedipus complex with her, and those were great boobs to play with.  Goddamnit I loved her boobs.  I loved the hell out of them.
Then, in 2003, she turned on me.  I was working 70 motherfucking hours a week.  I stopped talking to her because she thought my lack of sleep was a sign of drug addiction, and I just hung up on her whenever she called me.  In 2005 my mom got very sick as a result of her being an agricultural engineer and working with herbicides without ever wearing a respirator.  From being bedridden, she got a pulmonary embolism.  She died the same year my daughter was born.  I miss her, and I miss sucking on her boobs.
Goddamnit my mom was sexy, and her boobs were huge, and I loved her tits.  There are many girls I've fucked; but there is only one that had bigger tits than my mom, and there is only one other one that could compete with my mom's tits, and she'd probably lose the tit contest.
I didn't really understand sex when I was 10; but yeah, my first true sexual experience was playing with my mom's boobs.  And I enjoyed that.
Also, I will not make excuses about playing with my mom's boobs.  And if you demand that out of me, come over here and make me excuse the fact that I loved my mom's boobs, because she had epic boobs.  Seriously, my my mom had huge tits, and I loved playing with those breasts, and she also enjoyed when I played with them.  She had boob for days, and she loved when I sucked on those bigass titties.  And I loved to suck on them.